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A veteran interview with

Ulrike Clarke

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German Uli met her partner Alex while he was working for the Professional Service Guard. He had previously served for almost 18 years with the Royal Logistics Corp and Uli knew bits and pieces about Alex’s time in Northern Ireland and Sierra Leone. In 2015 Uli noticed that Alex was becoming quieter and retreating into himself, he admitted that he was feeling depressed. Alex was diagnosed with PTDS. It was recommended that Alex join Band of Brothers for support and that Uli join Band of Sisters. She didn’t think she would need assistance herself but wanted to find out more about supporting someone through PTSD and depression.

Uli is incredibly open about Alex’s symptoms of depression, anxiety, being hyper alert and burying his emotions. The more stories she heard from the Band of Sisters, she became incredibly grateful that Alex was never physically or verbally abusive. Alex’s treatment was slow and it took a very long time, and a great deal of pain to manage, before he was also diagnosed with fibromyalgia, or chronic pain syndrome. Thankfully, he had Uli to chase and advocate on his behalf but he now lives with extreme pain on a daily basis.

Uli describes how she used to try and be superwoman for Alex but it all became too much. She worried so much about him, especially when he had suicidal thoughts. Uli sought help and was given medication and also undertook therapy with Hidden Wounds which she says was brilliant. The Band of Sisters has also been a terrific support. Not only is there always someone there who knows what you are going through, Uli has also been involved in numerous fundraising activities such as trekking in Cambodia. But Uli knows the road ahead is still difficult, she confesses she has had dark thoughts herself and only by opening up did she realise these were likely caused by her medication. She admits she never puts herself first and hopes that by sharing her and Alex’s story it will help others to reach out and find help.

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Interviewed by:
Martin Bisiker
Reviewed by:
Lizzie Gray

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Clarke, Ulrike. A Veteran Interview with Ulrike Clarke. Interview by Martin Bisiker. Legasee, 29 Oct. 2019 https://www.legasee.org.uk/veteran/ulrike-clarke/. Accessed 18 Nov. 2025.
APA Style:
Clarke, U. (2019, October 29). A Veteran Interview with Ulrike Clarke [Interview by Martin Bisiker]. Legasee. Retrieved November 18, 2025, from https://www.legasee.org.uk/veteran/ulrike-clarke/
Chicago Style:
Clarke, Ulrike. 2019. A Veteran Interview with Ulrike Clarke. Interview by Martin Bisiker. Legasee, October 29. Accessed November 18, 2025. https://www.legasee.org.uk/veteran/ulrike-clarke/
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Clarke, U. (2019). A Veteran Interview with Ulrike Clarke. [Interviewed by Martin Bisiker]. Legasee, 29 October. Available at https://www.legasee.org.uk/veteran/ulrike-clarke/ (Accessed: 18 November 2025)
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Clarke, U. A Veteran Interview with Ulrike Clarke [Internet]. Interview by M. Bisiker. Legasee; 2019 Oct 29 [cited 2025 Nov 18]. Available from: https://www.legasee.org.uk/veteran/ulrike-clarke/
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